Silence

It's very hard to explain just how bad words can hurt a person. Certain people say things out of anger, they say them just to be mean but what they dont understand is even though they maybe venting their hatred toward the person. The person who is recieving it is the one who is really getting hurt. So please when you are mad with a person don't tell them things that they are not just because you want to see them cry because you never know, you could very well end up making their family and relatives cry at the funeral. Then where will that leave you?

" The tears of blood formed a shape, the shape of love we use to make"
The tongue is the most deadliest weapon a person can be hurt by, you can heal by physical wounds but emotional scars are there forever. So please if you are reading this and you know someone who is hurting someone by saying hurtful things or bullying them. Please take the time to get them some help because after they realize their mistake it might be too late.

You Are Dismissed

"Let the broken hearted speak up or forever be damned to the ones who have controlled their live"

We have so many people with amazing ideas in the world but yet they are afraid to speak up and share those ideas because of what others may say. Being afraid and letting others take over for you is only setting you back, trust me I learned that the hard way. There are times where I wish I could have gone back and spoken up instead of letting them change me, but when your young and have no friends you tend to settle for anything. WRONG! settling is just your way of saying you give up and giving up is not an option, because you have only failed when you give up.

Morning Post ~Song Of the Day~

Good Morning!

~Love the broken hearted~

My Demons

It's amazing how children can laugh and play around with no care in the world. Everything to them is a play ground and nothing can bring them down. Somedays I wish my life was like a little kids life, everyday I wake up I have no care in the world, but instead I have what I have. They don't understand how bad they are hurting me and when I try to tell them they say I'm arguing with them.

"The tears they fell but yet no one came around
  When I was down and alone they told me to get over it
  The love and compassion is being taken over by hatred and emptiness
   Is this the end of a loving heart and the begining of a dreadful life
  Or is it fate that my soul be condemed to the suffering it's been placed under
  This is not clear to me"



I'm holding on by a very thin piece of thread but it's slowly being taken from me, inch by inch. It honestly seems like I have had been trapped in a cage all my life and they are picking at me with a stick trying to get me to react, but when I don't they pick even harder.

Good News!

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!

 Okay so lately I haven't been writting songs,stories,  or drawing so I pretty much have done nothing with my life these past few months after Decemember.( Weird I know) but I have decided to start on a new novel that I am gonna write( The publishing thing isn't really my thing because rejection and I dont really get along.) The Name of my new book is England's Fate( Sounds a bit weird). It's so weird because growing up I would have these ideas in my head like tv shows and they would play and I would be the star in them so I wouldnt feel left out. In these ideas it would show the good, the bad, the ups, and the downs. The good guys would eventually mess up and not everything has a happy ending.... I was a very weird child.. Love was stupid, I would rather everything end in a tragic to resemble how my life was.

But other than that...


I have decided to start over, No more love can only break a man.
I thought...why would you wanna break a man? Because he hurt you? Well that's not a good thing to toy with a mans heart just to get repay him for how he treated you so I took a new leaf...

"Dismissed"

Have you ever just wanted to get out and be left alone? Just for a little while but you never had the chance?
What about the popular kids at school picking on you and your group of friends, have you ever just wish you never had met them?
Or about the times you've cried alone in your room and no one came to see what was wrong with you or even cared?

 Well the good news is it's time to dismiss those feelings, because you wouldnt dwell on the past if you made a better future for yourself?
Or you wouldnt think of those bullies at school during the summer?
You wouldn't cry if you knew everything would be alright?

I have tried to hide for so long, the feelings that have been bottled up inside of me but now I'm breaking free, and trust me :) it's gonna be okay!

Then? Or Now?

This is a new begining, for you and me.
Hello, my name is Zamora Ki and I am an artist, some people only assume that when a person says artist that they mean music. Well yes I do sing but I also dance,design,write, and place together things. I started drawing out clothes when I was only 6 years old and I have been doing it ever since. I have been singing since I was 8 and I do it more now than I ever have. I have been dancing since I was 13, the reason I started was because I would come up with dances to music and make routines out of them. I have been writing since I was 12. I have written The Passionate Lover, The Passionate Lover Returns, One Begining, Gregors Acdemy, and much more(I have tons of short stories). Now people may ask me why I am doing all of this, well when I was younger I didnt really have much and hated being different from everyone else, I tried sooo hard to fit in with everyone else, trying to alter my personality. The older I got the worse I felt out of place, my family didnt really help me they only blamed me for more things that I never did. So when I got to be 13 everything changed for me, I was spiraling out of control, my life was no where, where it needed to be and I still hadnt found any friends that I felt comportable being around. There were nights where I would plan a suicidal note but everytime I thought about how many people i would hurt even though they didnt see just how bad they were hurting me, so I gave up trying. It took me awhile to realize that I was never alone because I had God along my side the whole time. When I was 15 I went to this summer camp. I was soo nervous that I thought of backing out and not even showing up, but I am glad that I went because that camp taught me so much. "Take what you have to make what you need." It taught me that there are people out there who are like me and that I dont have to change to please them because they like me for me, and although the camp was about the community,it taught me that no matter what I can always return to home. SO now, I am 17 years old, I have struggled with depression, abuse, eating disorders, and much more but through it all God has been by my side and now I'm here to live out my purpose :).

Zamora Ki
Fashion Designer, Singer, Writer