This is it!!!
I know in the past I was so fixed upon getting to know who I was and why I wasn't excepted by the people I thought I should have been excepted by, so I spent my years alone and upset.
I made it to where I am now with your help and I thank you from the bottom of my heart, and although we aren't actually related you will always be considered my family and please don't you ever forget it.
Now this is my time, this is what I have been observing from you for all these years, to be independent and able to go out on my own and know that even when you aren't there, you will always be in my heart.
From the day I turned 13 years of age up until now, you may have not been there for every second of my life but you have honestly made an impact on me into making me the person I am today.
Alvin Myra Kereem Natazhia
Oscar Natacha Samantha Boosie
Lisa Demetrius Rachel
Christina Daryl Bergandy
Cody NiVana
And to you, the ones who made it in there will to try and keep me down, who made me feel like I was useless, who only looked down upon me.
I wish you the best of luck with your life and to let you know that I love and thank you as well and also that I forgive you. You know exactly who you are. :)
To my family(whom most likely will not be reading this)
It took me until now to see that no matter how much you told me you were supporting me but yet never showed up to an event, you still cared. You are such a weird family but I wouldn't trade any second of it for the world. Because the doubt that you placed in my heart also helped me to be the person I am today.
Now...
You all were keeping me here for a reason that I now see,
I am destined to do amazing and extrodinary things
and I see that now, I am now senior in high school, I am band captain/ flute section leader.
I have an amazing boyfriend(Steffen) who supports me and sets me straight when ever I think negative.
SO with all of that said.
Goodbye to my old life and hello to my new amazing life,
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