Mutual Hate or Reverse Jealousy

Is it Mutual Hate or Reverse Jealousy?

In life people have to face others bulling them and it gets to the point where it gets to be just way to much, and then we have those people who say they are just jealous about what you have or how you look but if you consider it....

1. If you are the one being talked about and you return the same thing, are you really helping yourself?
2. If you are the one doing the bullying are you really insecure about your own fate?

It's honestly weird to me because I have been on both ends(Shame on me :/ )
When someone use to talk about me or bully me I would want to do it right back to them to show how much they ae really bothering me...But now I'm starting to ponder on those thoughts.
If they were jealous of me and did all that and I turn around and do the same thing to them does that make me jealous of them? Lol and yes it seems so weird to think about but picture it.

Shockingly I have always wanted to be apart of the "cool" crowd but never got there( I was always on the side of the weird ones but it's honestly funny because we don't have to get drunk or high just to have fun with eachother)
Like really......

Tell me what you guys think