I Feel..

November 1, 2013
 1:18 am



I feel so defeated, I am a strong person but yet I am so weak. All throughout my life I have tried to fit in but always fell short in that category. I know I should never have wanted to fit in and that I should just be happy about how I am as a person but can a person truly get over that?

I mean come on I am 18 years old, a freshman in college and I still can't seem to make an impression on people so they would remember who I am. My twin brother, on the other hand, has to literally do nothing.

No matter how hard I try it just never works out. I never fitted in at elementary school, high school, now not even college. My own church cant even accept me for who I am. I mean its pretty sad when I find out that my "church family" has been spreading rumors about me that I was pregnant, and it got back to my mom. I mean seriously I think I would have known if I was pregnant.

Life just seems so much to handle but yet I have so much to prove not only to the people who said I couldn't make anything of myself because they can go screw themselves. I have so much to prove to myself.

So yes, I am not "welcomed" in a lot of places, I maybe "weird" to the people who think that they are not, and yes I admit I even maybe "anti" sometimes, but I am unique and I have a lot to prove!

    ~Zamora~

Let the world know

Can you hear the sound of your worries trying to break free from the deepness of your insecurity?

Are you ashamed of your past and fear of letting that person know the truth?

It's time to step up and make a change, no more sitting in the background listening to what others have to say because you are afraid of rejection. This is life and life is not supose to be easy nor fun its meant for YOU! to make the best of it, it is worth it and it always will be :)