Saturday, April 28, 2012

Can you tell?

Some people may not notice but a picture can tell soo much more than just words.
Look at the back ground, the main characters eyes, facial expression. So many things that needed to be said were left unsaid.














"My heart races to see the morning sky, not knowing if my life will ever pass me by, I cried night after night, hoping it would change, but then I spotted something very strange, it wasn't the sun nor the moon, but the love that was once between us two, I once thought my race was for the future, but turns out... nothing has come from it, I regretfully cry as I constantly think of the life that could have been, instead of the torment I've been living in"


"Fear strikes my heart as I could possible face the challenges I've never in my life had to deal with.
I feel as if I'm stuck between what is real which feels like hell and what could be, the stress toll is beyond my breaking point and I dont think anyone sees that. If I could choose a different life for myself I possible wouldnt hesitate."

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Mutual Hate or Reverse Jealousy

Is it Mutual Hate or Reverse Jealousy?

In life people have to face others bulling them and it gets to the point where it gets to be just way to much, and then we have those people who say they are just jealous about what you have or how you look but if you consider it....

1. If you are the one being talked about and you return the same thing, are you really helping yourself?
2. If you are the one doing the bullying are you really insecure about your own fate?

It's honestly weird to me because I have been on both ends(Shame on me :/ )
When someone use to talk about me or bully me I would want to do it right back to them to show how much they ae really bothering me...But now I'm starting to ponder on those thoughts.
If they were jealous of me and did all that and I turn around and do the same thing to them does that make me jealous of them? Lol and yes it seems so weird to think about but picture it.

Shockingly I have always wanted to be apart of the "cool" crowd but never got there( I was always on the side of the weird ones but it's honestly funny because we don't have to get drunk or high just to have fun with eachother)
Like really......

Tell me what you guys think

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Even Through

Even through the worst events love has still managed to give me a chance

I saw it happen
but i looked away
Was it real?
I ask myself everyday
I noticed the tears
and I felt the pain
but until this day
I live in shame.
No one saw
the damage I seen
surely they could have heard
those painful screams
Days went on
and no one knew
I guess the past
was forgotten too.
With this note
I tell my story
unless it happens
I should live in glory.
My heart was overwhelmed
but no one knew
the torment and pain
I was always put through
The moments I would
put everyone first
and in the end got
treated like dirt.
It just so happens
that through the tears
I never thought
I never thought...
I could discover my self.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

~Song Of the Day~


"For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us"(Rom.8:18).

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Love? Looks? Beauty? Whats The Point?

The human heart is really a difficult place to be.



What good does it do to tell someone you love them or care for them when all you do is dis them infront of everyone.

Sounds to me like some people dont have everything figured out.



“Are you true to yourself?

Nevertheless life will go on with or without you



People search high and low trying to find that “love of your life” person and yet never find them in the people they were looking at.

I admit I use to not think that looks were important and then I abandoned that statement when I met this guy. He was beyond sexy and I wanted to at least be his friend. But the more I got to know him the more I realized,  He is never gonna not starr at himself  long to even notice how I am feeling. But now, looks are important but they aren’t as important as the personality.

Yes, yes, people say only ugly people would say that which is not true because no one is ugly. It’s just how they appear to you. Because if you block someone out because you think they are ugly then you probably just have missed out on a very awesome person, and you chance for true love is probably gone.(Sadly)

So dont be so quick to judge a person off before you get to know them.

~Destiny Calls Within~

"Begin, relive, react, forgive"

~Begin loving yourself the way you know that you should be. Forget the people who talk about you and make fun of you, their laughter only lasts a second but your confedince lasts a lifetime.

~Relive the times you thought that you had no more strength to keep going. Think of the past events that have made you into the person you are now and although those times maybe bad never let them re-enter into your life and change you again.

~React your best memories, live and breath your talents, don't let them go to waste because if you don't use them you lose them.

~Forgive, when everything is set and done, it is time for you to forgive the ones who have made your life a challenge because even though they meant to hurt you, if not for them you would have never known how to deal with that situation.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Silence

It's very hard to explain just how bad words can hurt a person. Certain people say things out of anger, they say them just to be mean but what they dont understand is even though they maybe venting their hatred toward the person. The person who is recieving it is the one who is really getting hurt. So please when you are mad with a person don't tell them things that they are not just because you want to see them cry because you never know, you could very well end up making their family and relatives cry at the funeral. Then where will that leave you?

" The tears of blood formed a shape, the shape of love we use to make"
The tongue is the most deadliest weapon a person can be hurt by, you can heal by physical wounds but emotional scars are there forever. So please if you are reading this and you know someone who is hurting someone by saying hurtful things or bullying them. Please take the time to get them some help because after they realize their mistake it might be too late.